Wow, it's been a while since I updated! But I'm still here, alive and for the most part, well. I just got back from a trip to Monterey, CA. It was pretty nice....but we stayed in a hostel. Because it was for girl scouts and we're kinda poor. There were 5 of us so we'd have to get like 3 rooms. Back to the hostel, in all it was decent. But my bed kinda smelled weird. My mom swears I was imagining it but I know what I smell. It kinda looked like an old folks' home. We had communal bathrooms and a communal kitchen. The ppl were nice so that was a plus. But this morning made me really mad!
Every morning, the hostel ppl put out some stuff so all the ppl staying there can make pancakes for breakfast. So we did that. Then, we were putting syrup and everything on it. I had just put peanut butter on mine and started to put some honey on top. Then the fuckin top fell off! Some jackass didn't bother to screw the top on and I had like honey all over my hands and some on my sweatshirt. I hurried to wash up so no one saw me but I was pissed. That really makes me upset. I don't think I'll be staying at a hostel again anytime soon.

On the plus side, I just watched the movie Densha Otoko! It was so cute! But the ending made me a little mad. I think he should have gotten with her! I feel like I can relate to him! I prefer talking to ppl online and I'm pretty nerdy. Not so much with anime but with H!P and Jpop. My mom's friend calls me otaku all the time. My equivalent of his forum thing is JPH!P and this journal! It gives me hope that I can find love someday and be happy. Not that I'm not happy right now, of course. But I think I can be happier.